well i just wrote a post a couple days ago. i’m at my dads. I am done with this. I cannot take the drama that is going down here. My dads wife gets mad over everything and yells. i am off my meds and so this is making it difficult. i find myself crying. i hate it here. i hurt myself already and want to do it again. i feel trapped. and i had collections call me about a medical bill, they are threating me. i told them to do what they had to do and that i have no money. which i dont. i cant work because of this si has ruled my life. man i just dont know what to do. i want to go home so bad right now. anyways, just venting. i feel so alone