I will fight to be free.

To be free from my secret.

My secret that at sometimes hate.

This secret gives me a rush that makes everything go away.

The rush that makes me go numb.

But after the rush is when it happens.

I feel like i have to hide, I feel embarressed,and I feel like no one should love me.

so I will fight.

I will fight to be free from me because though I am the victum I am also th abuser.

I abuse myself so I can cope.

So I can cope with all of the things that I blamb myself about.

So I can cope with everything that I have put my friends and family though.

So I will fight to be free from me!