I will fight to be free.
To be free from my secret.
My secret that at sometimes hate.
This secret gives me a rush that makes everything go away.
The rush that makes me go numb.
But after the rush is when it happens.
I feel like i have to hide, I feel embarressed,and I feel like no one should love me.
so I will fight.
I will fight to be free from me because though I am the victum I am also th abuser.
I abuse myself so I can cope.
So I can cope with all of the things that I blamb myself about.
So I can cope with everything that I have put my friends and family though.
So I will fight to be free from me!