i swear. i hate myself!! i just had the best day ever! i had so much fun hangin out with my bf, and yet i still have the uncontrolable urge to injure….what is wrong with me??? im such a sick little freak!! ='(
I know how you feel. I do it too. Sometimes I’ll go out and have so much fun and then come home and injure. It’s because I’m addicted. :/ and it is AWFUL. It’s like being addicted to drugs, you can’t stop. I don’t want to get help because I’m scared what the people who think I’m happy will say. I think it’s all like, “Oh, she’s just doing for attention.” and that’s obviously not why I’m doing it, as I’m sure you’re aware. You’re not a freak, because then there would be millions of freaks in the world. Good luck finding help, and you can always message me.
dont hate urself. it wont make it any better, i know its easier said than done but try not to hate urself for things like that. i know how u feel tho and i know its hard. but maybe talk to ur bf while u have the urge. u dont have to tell him that u want to si, just make sure ur mind is occupied with other things. its hard to let go of si, i know im prolly not one to talk bc im not really great at taking advice from other ppl but im trying harder to, just hang in there!
That’s me. I know how that feels… at least from what you’ve written I think I know how it feels. I think it has to do with injuring being an addiction. Even though your life may actually be fine its that weird need that makes you want to injure even when you have no reason to be sad. The only way I know of to make it stop is to starve it. Don’t give into the urges until they just go away. It will happen if you stay strong. Have hope and stay strong 🙂
?Emmy
I know how you feel. I do it too. Sometimes I’ll go out and have so much fun and then come home and injure. It’s because I’m addicted. :/ and it is AWFUL. It’s like being addicted to drugs, you can’t stop. I don’t want to get help because I’m scared what the people who think I’m happy will say. I think it’s all like, “Oh, she’s just doing for attention.” and that’s obviously not why I’m doing it, as I’m sure you’re aware. You’re not a freak, because then there would be millions of freaks in the world. Good luck finding help, and you can always message me.
YOU are not a freak! End of story. I feel the same way sometimes. Just try to keep ur mind distracted. We are all rooting for you!
dont hate urself. it wont make it any better, i know its easier said than done but try not to hate urself for things like that. i know how u feel tho and i know its hard. but maybe talk to ur bf while u have the urge. u dont have to tell him that u want to si, just make sure ur mind is occupied with other things. its hard to let go of si, i know im prolly not one to talk bc im not really great at taking advice from other ppl but im trying harder to, just hang in there!
thnx guys. can i have like ur emails or somethin…i just want someone that knows wat im goin thru rite now.
That’s me. I know how that feels… at least from what you’ve written I think I know how it feels. I think it has to do with injuring being an addiction. Even though your life may actually be fine its that weird need that makes you want to injure even when you have no reason to be sad. The only way I know of to make it stop is to starve it. Don’t give into the urges until they just go away. It will happen if you stay strong. Have hope and stay strong 🙂
?Emmy
Oh! And my email is emily_shumaner@rocketmail.com If you wanna email me anytime about anything 🙂