My unshed tears are waiting to fall
Sometimes it seems like forever
Like they’re stuck behind an invisible wall
That I don’t remember putting there
I hate the heaviness that attacks out of nowhere
Constantly taking me down
To depths of places I don’t want to be
Where Temptation is great and my heart is weak
But I’ll keep looking up
I’ll keep pressing on
Until every last sliver of Hope is gone…

I don’t usually write poems. But I wrote this one and it made me feel so much better. I wish I would cry more. I wish I Could cry more. But I don’t cry very often and the tension builds until I snap. Then floods of tears coming running down my face and I can’t explain myself. I don’t know why I’m like this. It would help so much if I would just cry more…