thats how long i lasted
before i threw it all away
and gave into my urges to injure
all over a stupid guy
i barely even care about
but still made me feel awful about myself
two months of feeling great
and now i’m falling back into the same cycle
i’m leaving for college in two weeks
what will they think about me
when they see all the scares down my arm
and the new injuries i’ve created
i don’t like this guy
yet somehow i let him make me feel like trash
i’m so depressed
and my family is so self involved to even notice
i’m starting to hate myself again
after being so happy for two months
i think leaving my house will help
being away from all the toxic things here
i hate my house
i can’t stand my family
my friends don’t care
i’m all alone.
please, someone help
anyone who understands what i’m going through,
seriously any advice will help.
wow girl thats really hard. I have been through the same thing. Stay strong its all going to be okay. 🙂 Getting away will help you regain confidence. And if your friends don’t care reach out to others. Somebody will care. I care. Don’t hurt yourself trust me it is not worth it.
hey, i am going through probably the exact same thing. i’m am seeing college as a way to start fresh. maybe try to join a lot of clubs and keep yourself busy. and as for your friends and family, you will be away from them. you will be able to breathe for a bit. it’ll all be okay. i hear that college is just the beginning of life. 🙂
thanks guys 🙂