I Always say I have great friends. I always say how great they are. But why am I so alone when I need someone the most? I have to talk to a stranger to get a load off my chest? I could try to talk to them. To tell them I’m sad that I need help, that I’ve injured every single night this week. But then I’m scared. What if they think I’m asking for attention? I’m not, I’m really not. I just need someone whose willing to sit down and listen. They all know I’ve injured in the past. But it seems like when I need them no ones there for me. But if they need me I’m there no matter what. I don’t understand it. I just want someone to look me in the eye after I tell them what’s bothering me and they tell me everything will be ok, that’s all I really want. I don’t want their time everyday. I don’t want them to monitor my every move when I was to inuure. But I want someone to show they care like I care. I want someone to be there for five mins. To give me a hug and let me cry on their shoulder. Maybe I’m asking too much. But I do all this for them, yet when I need it most, I have no one.