I reallyy don’t know what to do at this point, I mean I stopped injuring for like the longest time ever. I was going to a psychologist then my doctor put me on meds && I just pretended that everything was fine when I was really dying inside. I’ve tried talking to people I trust to help me but they just seem at a more loss for words so I don’t know what to do anymore. It’s been about 4 months since my last episode && I have a feeling that tonight it will start back again. It just seems as if everything was so much easier when I was injuring. I felt secure && felt some type of peace amidst this insane world. I’ve stopped taken my medication && my psychologist just had a baby but she wasn’t helping me THAT much anymore. She was just a waste of $50 every two weeks. Secondlyy, my parents are just soooo UGH. They insist on sitting me down and talking to me but they always yell and call me crazy && I just can’t talk to them about this stuff and I guess it’s because I simply don’t trust them to be honest. [sigh] I just don’t know what to do . . . . .
perhaps try to confront your parents and tell them yelling at you and calling you crazy isnt making the situation any better. and SI i believe doesnt make things easier, at least for me. it always just made me sadder and more stressed. try to find your triggers for SI and avoid them.
Hi there
My name is Ella Richards and I am a Psychology Honours student at Rhodes University, South Africa and I would really like to use your post in my research.I am a self-injurer but this post regards my research into the phenomenon. I am writing a thesis on the experiences of self-injurers’ communication. It involves me finding posts across the internet, which describe how a person reacted when they found out or were told by you about your self-injury. I am researching the responses people give, and the how a self-harmer felt about this reaction.
You do not have to actively participate in this study, but I do need to gain your permission to use your post. If you do choose to allow your posts to be used, you will remain completely anonymous; pseudonyms will be used, and any personal details will be kept confidential. If you do not consent to having your posts used in my thesis, they will not be used under any circumstances. If you are happy to let me use your post, please type your username into the blank, underlined space in the consent form below this message. (Remember, your username will not be used in the research so you will not be identified). For further information, please message me or email me at g06r0030@campus.ru.ac.za. Also, a similar message about my research has been posted at this address https://selfinjury.com/blog/
Thanks for your time 🙂
Take care,
Ella
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