Okay… I haven’t written on here in forever. I have SI’ed again and I really don’t know if I wanna stop anymore. I’m scared that my mom and I are gonna loose our house… we have to pay $1,000.00 a month and that’s not a lot unless you don’t have money. I’ve been looking for a job since I graduate Thursday, May 27, 2010. I applied at about 25 places and the only people that called me was Avon and I’ll be an Avon Lady… I really don’t care I just wish more people would’ve called me. All that is why I SI’ed… it just makes me feel so worthless that I can’t help my mom pay anything.