I saw adam lambert in concert last night and he said something that really has had me thinking. He said ‘in order to fall in love you need to love yourself first’.

And he’s right. At this point in my life…I don’t love myself. I find myselfok, decent, a good actor. I don’t love myself at all. Which is why I tend to let people use me. Which is prob why I si.

It sounds soooo easy. But it really isn’t =(