I relapsed yesterday. I thought it was just a one time slip up, since the next night I had a great nights sleep and felt great the next morning. But now I’m just as depressed as ever. My friends don’t even bother talking to me anymore and I feel like I’ve been abandoned and I didn’t even do anything. I’ve never felt so lost and alone. The only time anybody calls or txts me is when they want something from me. I don’t get why I am the one that gets cast aside when I never did anything bad to the people I thought cared about me. They now how bad I am, and they either ignore it or they barely try to help and gave up on me. Nobody around me cares about me and I have done everything I could to to help them in the past. How is that fair?