Well I was nearly six months  free of SI but I found out my alcoholic mother was drinking more than she was telling me and I lost it tonight. I just couldn’t take it that my own mother (whom had never lied about alcohol to me before) sat there lying and telling me that she was getting better and how she “doesn’t need” the alcohol anymore. I’m really just as disappointed at myself for believing my mother even though shes said this line a million times. I just pray that I can stop before she finds out again and find the strength to get my anger out another way.