Hey everyone, it’s been a couple months since I’ve been on here. It’s also been a couple months since I S.Ied. (thanks to you guys) But last night I broke that record…:/ You see the reason I stopped for so long is because one of my really close friends said if I didn’t and he saw it, he’d never talk to me again. Now, I know that sounds pretty harsh comming from a good friend and all..but that’s just the way he is, and he knew that I’d stop if he said that, he just wants to protect me is all. But he moved away from me…and now I feel like I’m all alone, because he’s not here with me. And then I thought, you know, he’ll never see it again if I do because he’s in a completely different state. So I self injured, and I feel terrible. I broke my promise to him. I feel so selfish:[ And to top it all off, my boyfriend doesn’t know I self injure, has never seen my scars or anything. And I’m afraid to tell him because I don’t want him to not like me…or think of me differently. But I don’t want him to find out the hard way either. Some advice would be good right now, please give me your input, I’d really appreciate it.