My urges to SI have more than doubled and my resistance to them has all but disappeared. I’m getting to the point where I know I can’t do this by myself. I’ve never really been so bad off that I actually wanted to go to an adult and ask them to help me but  … right now I’m really considering going to someone. I just don’t know who to go to, I don’t want to go to my parents about it. My friend said I could talk to his mom about it but … I know she’ll go straight to my parents about it plus I’m not comfortable talking about my self injury with people that I know. I was told I should go to my pastor about it but … I just really am avoiding getting my parents involved. I know that no matter who I go to, they’re probably going to have to tell my parents. I just can’t really decide on what the best way is to ask an adult for help with self injury… so if anyone has any advice, I’d be happy for it.