so basically i have been injuring for over 2 years. that is 2 years too long. i just want it all to stop and to finally get better. i have been trying. i have been trying so hard. it is so difficult though getting over an addiction. and its killing me inside. i cry and cry and cry and hope for a better life. but i know that this is my life and it will never change. i injured myself on february 5th and i vowed to myself that that would be the very last time i would ever do so. i was so strong, believing in my decision to change. but 3 months and 5 days later, i injured. again. i broke my promise to myself and gave in to my addiction. and i was so hurt. so dissapointed in myself. because i knew i was better than that. i knew i am destined to be a better person. but this life has not turned out the way i’d hoped. i am still following the same path as before. i need help. but ive tried. ive tried getting so much help. therapy, anti depressants.. what else can i do?? is there anything else to do??