I am quite mentally unstable. I had a terrible problem with my injuring problem around September ’09, and after marching band came to an end, my injuries were discovered by my closest guy friend in the entire universe. He would not leave my side until absolutely necessary and he himself went throughmy roon removing my tools. 

But just yeaterday, I had a breakdown (the first in a while) and it happened again. I had blacked out… I woke up in a panic and couldn’t get a hold of my boyfriend… I don’t have the guts to tell my parents…

But I honestly believe I need help…
Or someone like me to talk to…