ok so this kinda stinks but it gets my point across

The scars have faded but the memories remain
I want to say im better
want to say im cured
but deep down
im scared
scared of failing
scared of moving on
I know im better now
it still feels
like im slipping
the past haunts me
but the future frightens me
I dont know where im going
but i know where i’ve been
and i never want to revisit that place
its been two years now
and I thought i was ok
but now
im not so sure