i relapsed.
after almost 5 months i relapsed. and now i cant stop. im hooked again. and i hate it. but its the only way to deal with this misery ever since my mom cancelled my therapist and took me off my meds. she thinks im “fine” and that i dont need any of these things. man, is she wrong!
my depression is almost as bad as it used to be. i wish i could be normal. i wish i could have th courage to get through this somehow. i wish i could talk to someone. but im all alone in New Jersey, over a thousand miles away from home. away from my freinds. away from anyone who i could confide in.
im truly alone. help? please?