i blog but i have not really said the reasons that i si 4.There many reasons why i si 4. one of the reasons r that when i was 4 i saw my father getting killed right in front of me. this was the wrost day ever cause of it and it was on christmas day. another reason is that i was nraped 4 2 years nonstop by my exboyfriend and my mom does not know that. and i was teasted all day in school cause the way that i look. cause of this i have no serlfeestem in myself. i hope that this is enough info for u to get to know y i si 4.