I’m starting to fall deep again.Self-injuring for no apperant reason.I don’t wanna go down this whole again! I was doing fine now out of no where i’m back! I hate it though it makes me feel good for a short while,but then it wares off. It doesn’t last long till i’m down in the dumps again! I’m just a BIG MESS a BIG HELPLESS,USELESS MESS! Sometimes I wish I never existed. I truly believe everything would be SOOO MUCH BETTER IF I WASN’T ALIVE!