I’m starting to fall deep again.Self-injuring for no apperant reason.I don’t wanna go down this whole again! I was doing fine now out of no where i’m back! I hate it though it makes me feel good for a short while,but then it wares off. It doesn’t last long till i’m down in the dumps again! I’m just a BIG MESS a BIG HELPLESS,USELESS MESS! Sometimes I wish I never existed. I truly believe everything would be SOOO MUCH BETTER IF I WASN’T ALIVE!
i’m so sorry you feel this way. i remember when i was deep into my depression, i felt exactly how you felt. I felt that everyone’s lives would be a lot better if i wasn’t around. And even though I haven’t injured in a while, i still get those feelings sometimes.
please email me if you ever want to talk. I’m always here .
twilight_princess@comcast.net
I thought I was alone with this feeling.This is a huge reliefe to know i’m not alone.
Then don’t go back down this path, especially since you are saying you know where it leads already… Stop and go a different way.
It’s not that easy.
believe me when i say that the world needs you. you were put here for a reason. and we were all put here so that we could learn from our mistakes and help others learn from their own. i’ve proven example of that. my struggles in the past, i try and use to help other people. make that your mission. help others, through the pain you’ve had in your life. feeling like you’re doing something to benefit someone else will make you feel like such a good person, even if it’s the simplest deed you could possibly do for someone, like sharing your own story and giving them hope. we are all capable of that much. feeling this infinite and being able to help others get to a better place by sharing where you’ve been in life may help you. i know it did that for me.
peace to you,
rescue <3
The world doesn’t need me everyone would be soo much better off if I wasn’t here.I do help people especially my BEST FRIEND who also self-injures.It makes me feel good that i’m helping someone,but then I just feel lousy afterwards.I also share my stories only if another person has a similar problem like I did.Or if I think they will end up in the same place I did wich ic self-injury.
Then see! The world does need you. By just telling your story, you are saving someone’s life or helping them through the day. You are helping me right now, by allowing me to help you. You’re keeping me strong. And I thank you for that.
You’re loved, don’t forget.
<3 rescue
Sure and your welcome.