I feel so broken.I’m leaving for a mission trip on Sunday.I love to help others yet I can’t help myself.Lately I’ve been trying not to talk to my friends because they can always tell if somethings wrong.It’s summer and they are busy so I didn’t want to take time from them.I’m one week clean today.Tomorrow is going to be a very hard day …I’m burying one of my best guy friends.He was always there and supported me when no one else did.I want to make it to one month for him and me.Sometimes I think God puts people in your life just to help you and make you smile..that’s my opinion.