this is my first blog and i wanted to share my experience a little with my poetry. so here is ‘the black hole’ :
Never thought this would happen to me
Never dreamed I’d be in this deep
Surrounded by my black hole of depression
The scars on me are my own little message
Reminding me of how heartbreak hurts and how never to give it away carefree
My thoughts are telling me to go on
My friends are telling me to stop
And when I think I can stop this sin
I start to pull out the tool again
I’m so ashamed of what I’ve done
And everything I’ve become
Every night I cry myself to sleep
Because something bad always happens to me
I’ve been hurt way too deep…
so what do you think? and dont be too mean
It was very powerful I actually felt something inside that I can’t explain.And your not alone through this poem I think I can tell how you feel and it’s the way I feel.I used to be depresed,but I think i’m going back into it again.But look no worries this site is great,and it has actually REALLY been HELPFULL to me.I hope it will be helpfull to you as well if you ever want to talk e-mail me at dancelover4lif3@live.com .
@dieing to stop : thanks for the comment. and this was a poem from a while ago, i just wanted feedback on it. and right now i am one month clean and trying to stay that way! but i’m being optimistic because i know God is working with me to get over this. and i hope you dont get back to your depression. can i pray for you??
God Bless,
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