i get so stressed, i feel like i’m bi-polar right now…like i’ll be soo happy then just start thinking about my past ane bam i’m down low…its so hard cause i’m a leader at my church so i have to be what people want rom me… i’m tryin to remain optimistic but is so hard…i want to si and to feel better but if people saw they would this so differently about me…i am such a hypocrite!
You are not a hypocrite and I know how the whole church thing is I may only be 13,but they used to be me to help and stuff all the time.Just focus on the posotive,and when you start to think of the pain in the past just think of how far you have come,and praying helps also if your determined to stay posotive and not S.I. .You can do it just stay posotive, pray,and don’t let the enemy get you down.
Word of advice. Learn to let go of your past. Try to put it all behind you. Dont forget about what happend, just accept that it did happen and accept there is nothing you can do about it and do your best to learn from your past mistakes and try to use that to make your future better. And just focus on the present. What you do now will determine what happens tomorrow. Put away the past, hope for the future, but live only for the present.