ive been injuring myself for over a month now – it felt like the best thing ever.
now being a month down the road it doesnt feel as good as it used to maybe cuz my outlook has changed from the school trying to get me to talk about my feelings and checking on me every day – now im free to inure without having them check on me cuz school is over but it not feeling as good ive resorted to substances twice, of course i still injured.
of course the school told my parents but my dad just yells and my mom acted as if it never happened – saying she was ticked off that people knew and just dropping it afterwards.
recently i get yelled at if i dont let my 6 year old niece have her way.
i just cant stop injuring – i feel horrible if i do – talking to the school counselor did not help and if anything just helped me progress further into it – it just changed a little.
I found out i failed a 2nd class a few hours ago too, but its not as bad as english, (working 3 months on an 8-10 page research paper just for it to not be accepted and me having to spend another month correcting it idk what to do if the english teacher still wont take it)
im really tempted to start injuring more, time without it feels horrible to me.
It is good to hear that you now don’t think self-injury is the best thing ever and that talking is a healthier way to cope! Good for you for recognizing this 🙂
If it doesn’t feel good, then don’t do it. Continue to use your words – write about it and talk about it. You don’t have to self-injure if you don’t want to. Remember, self-injury is a choice.
i know its not a healthy habit but sometimes its the only thing that works when i need a quick mental adjustment – doing it just relaxes me like nothing else and then whatever i do afterwards feels that much better
You said you’re a month down this road..
please take it from someone that is 5 years down the road…
take a u-turn.. turn around, take a side road, something…
I wish when I was 13 and only a month into it someone would have told me that I needed to get away way before 5 years into it.
I know how you feel.. i think we all get it here. that feeling, the release.. the urges.. everything, we all get it. we’ve all been there. and we’re going to be here to help you through it. promise.
i agree with WhatsItToYa i mean i think we all know its kinda silly but that doesnt stop us from doing it.