My brother told me the same thing today, because he is going through it too. But its just so hard. Me and him were just fine when we saw each other a few hours before. I told him that he had changed. He became distant. After I said that he freaked out and told me that I had changed. I was very emotionally unstable because I was scared that I was pregnant. After I injured. He refuses to talk to me. My friend Jodi was talking to him and me at the same time the other night and sending me the messages. He said that he still loves me and doesn’t want anyone else. But he wants to be alone. I’m waiting for him. I have very severe trust issues so I know that I will NEVER open up and trust another guy. He knows me inside and out. He’s the only one. He isn’t with anyone else. Just not talking to me. I’m just really scared that he isn’t going to come back. I refuse to let go and I refuse to move on. He is my everything and my world. Which has been shattered. Should I take him back if he comes back saying he is sorry? I just don’t know what to do. Everyone is telling me to just get up and get out. But I can’t. All I really want to do is lay in my bed and cry. Everything I do reminds me of him. Even laying in my bed reminds me of him! Because of all the days we spent cuddling and watching movies in my room. Now I’m probably going to end up in the hospital because my mom doesn’t know what to do. I’m so depressed. I’ve lost all my willingness to live. Before he dumped me, I realized while talking about my friend Ben, that I need to live life to the fullest, because you are never promised tomorrow. But without him… I don’t want tomorrow. There is no tomorrow for me. I’m just a shell of the happy girl I used to be. :'(