My boyfriend of 20 months just broke up with me, and I thought that everything was going good. He told me he hated me and I ended up injuring while crying my eyes out, saying “why? why did this have to happen? I’ve given him my everything” I love him, I still do, and I always will. I just don’t know what to do. I’m scared that I might fall further into this depression again. I have yet to leave my bed let alone my house for the past 4 days since he broke up with me. What should I do to get rid of this hurt? I can’t move on. He is the only guy I want.