With a history of depression and sixth sense things in my family, I’ve given up. I started injuring in the summer of last year. everytime I think about myself, I get closer to suicide. Recently, its gotten worse. Without any friends, I don’t Know how longer I’ll be alive. Guess i’ll find out soon enough….
Self-injury doesn’t mean you’ll end up killing yourself, not unless you allow it to lead that way on accident. You have the choice whether or not to hurt yourself – as no one can force you into the behaviors.
Have you tried telling someone you aren’t doing okay? Do you have an adult friend you can trust with your feelings?
Don’t let self-injury progress so far that you end up killing yourself on accident.
Imagine what would happen if someone found you unconscious because of something you did to yourself? When I attempted suicide and self-injuried about 6 months ago, a close friend of mine blamed herself. She freaked out and could not handle what happened to me, even though it wasn’t her responsiblity. She wanted to save me and then realized she couldn’t, but I almost died. It destroyed our relationship and nearly destroyed her family… I heard she about had a nervous breakdown. I didn’t mean to hurt her, as I was trying to hurt myself, but that didn’t matter and it didn’t keep her from falling apart. Our actions do impact others, whether or not we want them to.
Hey,
I know that sometimes we hate ourselves. But we can’t let the negativity win. We need to start seeing ourselves as beautiful, and believing we are beautiful. We are beautiful and we all have a purpose. A reason for being alive.
Find that reason. I’m sure it’s not hidden too hard.
Find your purpose. Your passion, your love. That will keep you alive, keep you fighting.
Remember your family.
I promise it gets better,
Staystrong