I havent been on here in a long time but today things have been gettin’ to me. There are triggers everywhere and I just can’t handle it its been about 3 weeks of no SIing and it feels really good but horrible at the same time. Im starting to get really jittery(I spelled that wrong): Today I went to see my therepist and I just feel like a loser today . I am sorry this is a waste of space. Keep on fightin’ guys <3 u all!