my grandpa is really sick, he doesn’t think he’s going to make it. i am not looking for attention so please don’t be sorry, i’m just going through a really hard time and then bam he’s in the hospital and the best part? my ‘best’ friend won’t even listen to me, she keeps talking about her boyfriend who i don’t approve of at all (she’s 17 and he’s 24 i’m not dumb guys that much older only want one thing.) she knows i can’t stand him, she knows i’m going through a rough time, she knows my grandpa is sick and still can’t even be there to hold me while i cry. so i’m alone. i’m completely exhausted from all the emotional battles and utterly alone. minus my tool… i hate depending on it but right now i need something…