I’m so sad… I had gotten so happy and now its gone. It bothers my friends when I’m sad and they tell me to be happy. So now, I’m wearing a fake smile, day after day my smile fades. I hate talking about injuring… But I need a shoulder to cry on. When I’m unhappy for no reason I need someone to be there and hold me, and as cliche as this sounds, not judge me. I don’t want to be thought of as wanting attention, or depressed, or wimpy, or needy, or stupid… I just want to be thought of as me. And I want a shoulder to cry on when my emotions go whack so that I don’t have to turn to myself cause all that is is self destruct… And honestly, that’s not what I want for myself. I just want to be Happy and Live. I just don’t know how to explain that…