I just recently came back from a mini vacation, I hit my top stress level upon coming back home, what could go wrong did. besides having a lack of sleep and my change in med dosage I fell in grip of the si monster, And I feel a need to get somemore as I put it that si drug. I want some more of i just untill the want goes away, Im trying to keep on that road to recovery. But I dont no how to start back, somedays the si high is to much.