Tomorrow is my ex-girlfriends graduation party. It is going to be very hard to get through the day. We share best friends and they will be there, and I wont be. I doubt i will even be missed. i did nothing to help her and keep her safe and sane, and i have to live in misery while she is enjoying her time without me. If i did something to make her want to leave me it would be different, but I was the best boyfriend i could possibly be and she left me anyway and doesn’t even miss me. Tomorrow is going to be a long long long day.