Tomorrow is my ex-girlfriends graduation party. It is going to be very hard to get through the day. We share best friends and they will be there, and I wont be. I doubt i will even be missed. i did nothing to help her and keep her safe and sane, and i have to live in misery while she is enjoying her time without me. If i did something to make her want to leave me it would be different, but I was the best boyfriend i could possibly be and she left me anyway and doesn’t even miss me. Tomorrow is going to be a long long long day.
as someone who has very recently broken up with a boy although i act like i don’t miss him i do, very much, she might not but she might be wishing you were with her right now… try being friends, you might discover that she is wanting another shot, if so you should give it to her…
wow.
this sounds very much of what I’m going through. It’s awful when you try so hard and give your all to be the best lover, you do your best and it’s still not good enough. Or even if it was, they don’t think it was. I know that your gonna want to hold onto this girl. My advice would be to talk to her about your feelings. That’s what I ended up doing. And it helped me and hurt me. I realized that there was nothing I could do to make things better, so I stopped beating myself up about it, but I also had a feeling of failure. What I’ve learned through all of this is that life goes on. Your gonna find someone else, someone who loves you just the way you are. I’ve learned that if you love something you set it free, and if it doesn’t come back to you, there was never love there at all. So I set my boy free, and hope for the best. I hope my rambling helped you out just a little:] lol Good luck! 😀
-Loveisourweapon<3