i’m a church girl, everyone in my life knows that, most of my friends go to my church, my ex goes to my church… its really hard seeing him with someone else, they are just talking but still… i am jealous, i won’t lie… but even worse than that is all the criticism i have received this week, i’m so discouraged… i’m losing my faith and hope. and no one knows, big surprise…. i just want to cry… i feel so alone and weak, what once was my strength and comfort in rough times is playing hide and seek(jesus) and my secondary is something try to avoid(si-ing) i’m so confused…. i needed to tell someone and well you guys don’t judge…