I have been struggling lately with the thoughts of wanting to injure.  I have almost broken down and done it.the last time i injured was in January or February.  I was being stupid and trying to fit in.  My so called “friend” got me to use substances (I am on antidepressants) lets say that didn’t go well.  When I did that, I injured and don’t really remember doing it.  After that i decided not to do that again and lose the girl i was hanging out with.  My counselor said I made a smart choice and that she could see a change in my attitude.