Ever sense my girlfriend left me I’ve been way too alone. I don’t get any phone calls, nobody texts me, and no body stops by. Everything reminds me off her. I can’t watch certian movies, listen to several bands, and just watching tv brings back memories that i dont want. two days ago i was half asleep and i heard myself saying her name over and over. It is so hard not to self harm because when i don’t i just end up breaking down. I’ve never felt so unwanted in my entire life. If the person who came to me for help and wanted to be with me all the time doesnt even care im gone, why would anybody else care about me
i know just how you feel. when my boyfriend and i broke up last year, it was devastating and thats when i started injuring. we were off and on for a while for a few years because i know i really love him… Back then i didn’t see him very often but now i see him every day because he rides the same bus as me. and everything reminds me of him and it hurts. one time i had a panic attack because i was going through some things in my room and i realized i had thrown away tons of notes and keepsakes he gave me and i injured. i miss him so much and although i was the one to last break up with him i regret it every day.
dont curl up and hide from the world face the world you have to get over this if your stuck on the past you will NEVER make any progress its time to move forward you two reaching out is only part of the battle grabbing the hand is moving towards victory. you guys are fully capable of fighting this fight but not alone find some counseling i think its about time you started living a happy life dont you? … press on alright?? ….. best of tidings to you….. 🙂