My sister and I fight nonstop, literally. She doesn’t understand how much every hurtful word that comes out of her mouth hurts me. I have a really bad problem with staying clean when people are treating me badly. I treat myself badly and I do that when I really hate myself, and right now, I really hate myself. I keep thinking about the materials for s.i.s are in the bathroom and those thoughts won’t leave me alone. I don’t know what to do. He’s normally always there for me, he was that anti drug that I had to keep me clean. He was my detox system and my best friend. Now he’s just that best friend that I rarely ever get to talk to.
i understand that feeling…. i’m sorry….
Walk away, don’t be afraid to walk away when she is treating you badly. Tell her you love her and then walk away. Only you can let her hurt you, she can’t hurt you without your permission.
Have you tried writing a letter and letting your sister know how you feel?
tell your sister how you feel and you cant wait for your friend to pop up you have to reach out and try to get hold of him you decide how to treat yourself not anyone else so try making the right ones…… im rooting for you and i know how you feel…..push on.. 🙂