So I’m losing my hope. I’ve rejected God and I hate it, I’ve started things that I hate and I’ve become who I hate. But I don’t know who to turn to. I’ve told some of my friends things that have happened, but they don’t take me seriously. Don’t they realize I don’t know who to turn to, and in any moment I could completely break, and fall apart, forever? Does anybody care about me anymore? Can’t they just take me seriously for one moment? I need help…