June 1, 2010 was the last day that I S.I.’d and right now, I really feel like staying clean, but I don’t believe in myself enough to do it on my own. I’ve tried that before an. It didn’t work out so well. I don’t really know what to do anymore.
June 1, 2010 was the last day that I S.I.’d and right now, I really feel like staying clean, but I don’t believe in myself enough to do it on my own. I’ve tried that before an. It didn’t work out so well. I don’t really know what to do anymore.
For 12 yeaars I had a taste what it was like to “be clean and si free, then it popped back up now I’m relearning how to control it, everyday is a challenge I have 2 kids to think about. My best advice I can give is find something that means more to you than useing, I cant tell you that it goes away but you can learn to manage it so it doesnt control your life.and find a trusted friend you can talk to when things get touchy, Always keep the faith strong.