Sooo done with everything right now…the worst feeling is feeling like nothing will ever get better and watching everyone fall apart right in front of you..i dont want to do this anymore, dont want to feel like this, i wish i could really believe things will be ok and that thingsll turn around and that i can be happy again but i dont believe it. i hit these walls of depression and cant pull myself out anymore. im scared and i dont know what to do any more. What if i cant pull myself out next time..will that be the end?