i have always been a christian, i have always had faith in God, but now i want to know where he went. cause he hasn’t been here.. i know he is omnipresent and so he is here but i think he is playing the quiet game and is avoiding me. i try to pray but all my prayers just bounce off the walls. i wish he would make himself known to me, but he just doesn’t seem to hear. i broke up with my boyfriend because he wasn’t talking to me really and well communication is the key to a relationship but now God won’t talk to me either. i’m so numb, i need to feel. but i don’t want to resort back to injuring… i don’t know what to do anymore, i don’t know anything now…