lately ive wanted or felt i needed to harm myself. today ever since i woke up i want too. i accidently knocked my purse off the table and found a tool and i just sat at my tiolet and looked at it. i want to hurt myself so bad. i need some type of release. i feal like i have nobody and that i am nobody. i feal like im standing in a room full of people screaming and nobody notices. i need someone..something..