So I am an, ahhh, S.I.er from way back I stopped for years but realized that instead of my usual method of SI I’d hurt myself in other ways. Emotional, physical, moral, anything as long as I hurt. So yeah, pretty self distructive. I’ve hit the wall here and I can’t do this anymore. I’m just done. I need a support group in my area very badly. I need to pull myself out of this hole. I need some help to do it. I’m not looking for an internet forum or anything like that. I need accountability and to see others who are going through the same. Some that are better than me so I have something to strive for and some that are worse off so I can feel better about where I am at right now. Is there anyone else in my area looking for or found anything like this?