people think they know i S.I. myself they dont really know me though not like my best friend does she tells me too stop and encourages me too.. but she herself does the same thing i dont listen though i just keep injuring no one really understands what i go through they call me the “emo chick” or the “freak” but they dont realize that that provokes me too do what i do i have alot of friends but none of them go too extreme lengths to know me everytime im at my house i have 2 hide behind clothes so i wont show my injuries my mom doesnt get it she hardly acknowledges me but i ignore her too nd my step-dad or as i like too call him step-loser sides with my mom all the time its like hes a puppet nd shes holding the strings i just want someone to know me and why i do this..
bcuz i hardly know myself
Living Another Day,
HiMyNameIs…
I have a best friends that does the same thing we are always telling eachother to stop.But it never works one of us or both always end up falling.I’m worse than her though but we are both getting help she’s been getting help for a longer time than me I am actualy just starting first appt. tomorrow with my counselor.