i broke up with my boyfriend of 6 months yesterday… i wasn’t good enough for him, today my little brother told me ‘christalis is amazing, he is the best’ (christalis is my ex’s name) he’s to young to understand that we aren’t together anymore but that still hurt… then my mom started chewing me out… again. i don’t think she realizes that i am 17, in the state of missouri that means i can move out. i don’t have to be here anymore. i don’t want to. she doesn’t give a care about me and i’m so tired of being second best… two of my brothers are the black sheep, my other brother and my sister are heavens children and i am the si-ing, ungrateful, abused in my past, child that everyone overlooks. i try my best to be perfect, but i will never be good enough for them.
and it hurts me…more than it will ever huty them.
you keep telling yourself you arent good enough and youll end up believing it… i dont believe it.. i dont know you but you managed a relationship for 6 months…at 17! thats an achivement in itself in this modern world! breakups are hard..always have always will be but you must learn from them
and think …i managed to attract this ” amazing ” guy [ in your little brothers eyes] so surely ive got good qualities… look for them in yourself and take control.. as for your parents..find a hobby.. make them proud and if they still aren’t then im afraid you have to live your life for you now and not for them ,,,make yourself happy
everyone deserves it
chin up x
thanks…