I’m really struggling coming out of my most recent spell of depression. Everything just seems to make me want to cry and SI. I’m resisting stronger because my parents think I stopped four months ago and summer is coming. Finals are coming up and I really need to study I just can’t focus on anything because I’m so screwed up in the head right now. I can’t think clearly about anything … other than stuff, that takes me back to my lowest state of depression. All my “friends” have left me in hopes of a happier summer. I didn’t realize how much of a burden I am to people. People in school avoid me because no one wants to talk to the girl that SI’s. I think it’s awful that it’s gotten around the school … again … I thought talking to friends about it was supposed to help — not make it worse. But my friend freaked and told … alot of people. I could just really use some encouragement right now … if there’s any …