OK so things have gone from bad to worse since I posted here last 🙁  No I haven’t injured but the urges are getting harder and harder to ignore!  To top things off, I have a sever infection in my ear, head and lungs and then the school went and limited my classes to ONE class this summer which means no financial aid at all, which means I can not go to Vancourver in July but more over I can’t pay my friend back who covered me and now she isn’t able to go and is very mad at me.  All this stress on top of not feeling well isn’t helping the fact that I just want to injure, just to have some release already!  I really don’t know how much more of this I can take to be honest!