I have been dealing with Bipolar 1 along with marital problems, not to mention family problems with my dad having Progressive MS. I am also a recovering drug addict. I have OD’ed many times and been in the hospital multiple times. I began to injure in multiple ways.  Basically I traded my drug problem with self abuse. I am going to drug/mental therapy 3 times a week where I live, which is in St. Peters MO. My injuring has begun to consume my life now when I get sad or I cannot cope with life. Even though I am on numerous medications to help with the Bipolar it is not working for my self injury (SI). I am scared. I need the help. My husband and I are going to a marital therapist, but still I injure. I am looking for a self abuse program closer to my home. I cannot drive to St. Louis all the time. I do not have the resources to do it since I have 2 children and I am a stay at home mom for right now. I want to stop, but it’s my means of making it through the days. Please if anyone knows of a place for me to go that is near my home, let me know.