On firday an hour before I want on stage I just started crying my eyes out I don’t exactly know why. My friend said somthing and I wanted to SI really bad but I couldn’t because of my costume. Then I just started crying and so then I just stood out in the hall way trying to calm myself down. I felt like just going away and sinking intp nothingness ironic becuase the play drama was putting on was Death Takes A Holiday.