for the first time in almost 2 years i played the piano. it was.. refreshing. im VERY rusty, and my piano is now completely out of turn which makes it sound terrible on top of my terrible playing lol. But, it feels good. theres one song that i played all the way through and didnt make any mistakes through, and it made me smile. i feel good today. i had a good work out, i have warm towls to look forward to after a shower, then off to work. I havnt even thought about SI today. Well i mean i have, but it wasnt like i wanted it. Its always on my mind, in some back corner of my mind im still thinking about it. But i dont need to today. I can make it today without it. =] I missed my music, it feels good to have it back.