everyone is walking out of my life.
everyone is afraid of me.
everyone says that i am intimidating.
everyone blames me.

friends stop talking to me.
friends dont back me up.
friends are scared to know what i think.
friends dont keep promises.

they do NOT know me.

they JUDGE.
they have expectations.

i am hiding a secret. but, people are already know and they dont care.
i feel weak. what if i started SI because i wanted attention and that was the only way? should i have a better reason for all of this?
i am scared i dont want to quit. half of me says yes and the other says no. i have to be strong for everyone else, but i am never strong for me. i help other people, but not my self.

i am weak.

i want to be strong.