It’s getting so hard right now.
I want to give in, give up.
But I have all these people here I love, and inspirations like that book;
And they push towards making me better and keeping me healthy.
And even then, it’s still the hardest thing I’ve ever done.
To walk away from this.
Something, that in a weird contorted way, I loved so much.
It gave me everything I couldn’t get from life,
And now I have to learn all over again.
How to be happy,
How to be healthy,
How to love life,
How to erase these scars.
This is nice, Ive been self injury for a while now and i cant stop. once you injure anything you cant erase them. They will always be on your body forever.
Don’t give up! Grow past this. I am still in the phase of renewal but I promise you it is worth the fight.
Let me know if you ever wanna talk. rockettcollins@gmail.com Maybe we can give each other tips on how to be healthier.
Thank you both for all the support.
And I’ll definitely try to email you 🙂