It’s getting so hard right now.
I want to give in, give up.
But I have all these people here I love, and inspirations like that book;
And they push towards making me better and keeping me healthy.
And even then, it’s still the hardest thing I’ve ever done.
To walk away from this.
Something, that in a weird contorted way, I loved so much.
It gave me everything I couldn’t get from life,
And now I have to learn all over again.
How to be happy,
How to be healthy,
How to love life,
How to erase these scars.